I used to think grenades were held together by safety pins, thoughtheir pins looked nothing like the safety pins we kept in a narrowplastic case in the drawer beneath the linen closet, where towelsand sheets smelled of must and mothballs. There is a cer… | By Luisa A. Igloria on August 29, 2024 | I used to think grenades were held together by safety pins, though their pins looked nothing like the safety pins we kept in a narrow plastic case in the drawer beneath the linen closet, where towels and sheets smelled of must and mothballs. There is a certain kind of snail that is a delicacy in towns further north—nothing like the French escargot, drowned in butter and garlic and wine. The snails we boiled in plain salted water and ate, when they were sold in the market, had shiny, blueblack shells spiraling into a faint orange smudge in the center. Each had a little trap door on one end, shut close but not close enough that you couldn't pry it open with a fingernail. But how to extract the meat of the body, burrowed deep into its heated cave? My mother and her mother before her used safety pins, brandishing them delicately like the finest dessert spoons in the world. Their little silver tips slid in just far enough to snag one end of muscle, pull it close to where the mouth could suck the whole morsel out. Safety is a body with a place to hide in. It is so safe, like a buried secret. Safety is the ocean depths or the belly of a ship.
You cling to it until it deposits you in the mouth of an alien shore. | | | |
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